//Mind//

 

☽The paint on the canvas!☾

Body Bruises Upper: - Gorsimi - Final Girls // TORSO 

Body Bruises Lower: - Gorsimi - Final Girls // LEGS 

hand tattoo: Lilithe'// Bia Tattoos -  Worn 

Skin: [Utopia] Yoon / Lirio / Browless / Lel Evo X @The Warehouse Sale 

Body Glitter: -MUSU- Glitter Bomb! Legacy F

Head: / HEAD / lel EvoX CEYLON 3.0

bindi: CURELESS [+] Moonlight Jewels

Head Gem: duckie . forehead gem black

Lashes: EVERMORE. [ morena - lashes ] - EVO.X - HUD.A

hair accessory: @the Warehouse Sale 

HUMAN GLITCH // SPCVHRE / ACC 0

HUMAN GLITCH // SPCVHRE / ACC 1

HUMAN GLITCH // SPCVHRE / ACC 2

HUMAN GLITCH // SPCVHRE / ACC 3

HUMAN GLITCH // SPCVHRE / ACC 4

Lipgloss: TOP1SALON - HD MILK P2 LIPSTICK (Lelutka Evolution) PALE

Outfit: V/.VoluptasVirtualis  - Ravyn @The Warehouse Sale 

Nails: [ Conviction ] The Claws V.2 

Eyes: [ Conviction ] Zephyr Eyes - LELUTKA 

Cuffs: [ kunst ] - Andrew cuff 

Body: [BODY] Legacy (f) (1.2.1)

Wig: [Yomi] Haru Hair 

//Blossom//

 

☽The paint on the canvas!☾

Liner: . Nar Mattaru . Winged Liner {Black} Evo X 

Button Nose: [Heaux] EvoX Essentials - Button Nose (Tint me! 100%)

Skin: [Heaux] Neva - Browless - Icy *VE @The Warehouse Sale 

Body Glitter: -MUSU- Glitter Bomb! Legacy F

Brows: . Nar Mattaru . Florence HD Brows {Lel EVO} 

Earrings: .random.Matter. - Zico Earring - Rose [Silver]

Head: / HEAD / lel EvoX CEYLON 3.0

Bindi: CURELESS [+] Moonlight Jewels

Outfit: Queenz ENVY @CakeDay 

Hair accessory: Human Glitch SPCVHRE Accessory @The Warehouse Sale contains the following: 

HUMAN GLITCH // SPCVHRE / ACC 0

HUMAN GLITCH // SPCVHRE / ACC 1

HUMAN GLITCH // SPCVHRE / ACC 2

HUMAN GLITCH // SPCVHRE / ACC 3

HUMAN GLITCH // SPCVHRE / ACC 4

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Flower Crown: Tentacio Reflection headband pink version

Wig: Sintiklia - Hair Paula Rigged[MOD]

Eyes: [ Conviction ] Zephyr Eyes - LELUTKA [HUD]

Body: [BODY] Legacy (f) (1.2.1)

//Summon//

 

    ☽The paint on the canvas!☾

Nose Bleed: True Damage-Vicente Nose blood Reg

Wounds: . The Rotting Lab . MLMLME Wounds 

Eye Bags: TF: I'm Fine :: Red - Light (BoM)

Face Tattoo: HUMAN GLITCH // HRHEXC / TATTOO / RED @The Warehouse Sale 

Neck Infection: [Cubic cherry] {Infection} wounds RED (bom)

Hand Infection: [Cubic cherry] {Infection} wounds hands RED (bom) @The Warehouse Sale 

Nose Contour: +FATHER+ Sickly - Nose Contour - BOM

Cheek Contour: +FATHER+ Sickly - Cheek Contour - BOM

Skin: <Nar Mattaru> Aela // GHOST // No Brows 

Glitter: -MUSU- Glitter Bomb! Legacy F

Lingerie: . The Rotting Lab . Imperia Lingerie @The Warehouse Sale 

Pasties: . The Rotting Lab . Type III Pasties 

Pupils: // JENOVA.PROJECT / SPARE PARTS / PUPILS / CHAOS-L-NORM-F.ADD

Orbs: :[P]:- Kekyrion Orbs @The Warehouse Sale 

Wig: DOUX - Valentina Hairstyle

Head: GENUS Project - Genus Head - Classic Face W001 - v1.7 - Mocap

Crown: HUMAN GLITCH // HRHEXC / CROWN / BILL @The Warehouse Sale 

Eyes: [ Conviction ] Zephyr Eyes -

Ears: ^^Swallow^^ Persia Ears 

Shape: {TN} Quinn Shape Genus Classic 001/Legacy

Backdrop: .PALETO.Backdrop:EXORCISM (MATERIAL)(PHYSICS)(LIGHT) @The Warehouse Sale 

//Stillness//

 

    ☽The paint on the canvas!☾

Nose Contour: +FATHER+ Sickly - Nose Contour - BOM

Tears: {Loss} tears - white .::Cubic Cherry::.

Lightener: EVERMORE. [ skin.tone - tint/adjust ] - 25%

Cheek Contour: +FATHER+ Sickly - Cheek Contour - BOM

Brows: {TN} Kaiwa brows {Tintable} 

Dimples: Izzie's - Dimples light (warm skintones)

Eyebags: TF: I'm Fine :: Red - Light (BoM)

Skin: <Nar Mattaru> Brienne Skin // Ghost / No Brows 

Glitter: -MUSU- Glitter Bomb! 

Face Gems: .ARISE. Face Gems V1 (white)

Face Gems2: .ARISE. Face Gems V4 (white)

Drool: .ARISE. Lip Drool (with resizer)

Crown: .{PSYCHO:Byts}. Lethal Stalagmite Crown - Snow

Butterfly: CURELESS[+] Lepidoptera Animated Butterfly / TINTABLE

Wig: DOUX - Angeni Hairstyle

Panties: duckie . ripple legacy white

Ears: [MANDALA]STRETCHED_Ears_Season2 GOLD

Hand Gems: FAKEICON / glace hand gems / 

Neck Gems: FAKEICON / mary gems collar /

Head: GENUS Project - Genus Head - Classic Face W001 - v1.7 - Mocap

Skirt: HUMAN GLITCH // JNECWHII / BELTSKRT LGCY @The Warehouse Sale

Top: HUMAN GLITCH // JNECWHII / BHTOP LGCY @The Warehouse Sale

Body: [BODY] Legacy (f) (1.2.1)

Shape: {TN} Quinn Shape Genus Classic 001/Legacy 

Lost Boy

Out there somewhere...

Ft, Tiller, Modulus, Punch, Heaux, 

The soul of these photographs... is my insides. i don't get to talk about it much, as i suppose it's considered "Taboo." and not to mention, i don't think anyone ever really talks about things quite like this. When i was young, i was under the impression that i was born a boy. i truly believed it, and when i went through puberty, also very young(think single digits here) i was almost horrified in a way because i almost couldn't believe that i was female. i wanted so desperately to cling to this kind of identity that i had for myself, that i felt, and somehow it also made some things make sense.

Now it made sense why my brothers would treat me differently when i wanted to play spots or video games with them.. and why i was forced to wear dresses on Easter Sunday to church, when i didn't understand why i couldn't wear my regular hand-me-downs like always because at least i'm there right? i felt lost... not to mention i was ugly. and not ugly in the low self esteem sense.. i was ugly. and not only that iw as reminded of it every day by those around me.  I had made my mind up during those times that if i had to be a girl, and i could not be a beautiful girl, then at least i would be a smart one and i would learn everything i could.. this mentality still holds true today with the learning.

i struggled with everything from self image, to sexuality, to just home life in general, and i felt alone, lost always, and nobody around me ever really seemed like they dealt with that.  I mean how often do you hear about someone who has the life of a woman, but feels genuinely male more than half of the time or like neither from their own perspective? i won't go totally into it here because there's just so much and i don't want to depress or overwhelm anyone but wow i'm sort of tired of being silent about so many things.

When i found Second Life, honestly it was by total accident. lol. i know that isn't quite the " oh i was in a terrible place, and it rescued me" story that many have but to be frank and honest, it was accidental. i was looking for free online games like one i frequently played and it just kept coming up in the search and eventually after so many times i said screw it and signed up and 10 years later here i am! That being said.. when i joined, i thought it would be silly.. and what it became, was that age old story that others say, where it saved my life more times than i can count because i promise, without it,  it, or more so those in it, i would have died some years back. i found i could let out that lost boy i couldn't be years ago, i could let out that pain of being shut up and shut out, and alienated in that way. not to say it does not happen here. but my gosh, does it feel good to sometimes just change and be what i wanted to be at any stage in my life, and just live in that moment for a minute and have people just be like " that's cool, i dig that." and just let me be me. that's the real soul of SL i think, that's the bones, and that's why i love it and continue to come back, even if i sometimes need a break.  this got a bit deep but i hope even one person can get where i'm coming from.. or perhaps relate. i hope you all enjoy this post, and maybe this read. Cheers.- Creep Dolly.

☽The paint on the canvas!☾

Eye Scar: -[TWC]' x Clemmm - Eye Scars *OMEGA*  

Head: .LeLutka.Head.Guy 3.4 

Coat: // tiller // Samuel's Coat - @Mancave 

Skin: HUMAN GLITCH // MLKSKN / 

Wig: Modulus - Ezra Hair - @Mancave 

Pants: Nero - Giorgio Sweat Pants - 

Septum Ring: PUNCH / Septum Piercing / V (Gift@Mancave 

Eyes: [Heaux] Damaged Eyes - FATPACK Bloody 

Body: [Signature] Gianni Body - Body - v4.8 

Ears: ^^Swallow^^ Darkness Ears  

Windlight, Pose & location:

Xanthe's Toasty

WRONG - BENTO SIT Static Male Poses - 33 

:Everwinter:  

Coma White

Ghostly... 

Ft. Pendulum.

Well, my little malt is getting some air today ! i need lots more things to fix him up, and thanks to things like Fifty linden friday, Manly weekend and the like hopefully i will be able to do that soon! i don't think he looks too bad eh? we'll chat more about alter-me another time, but for now, i hope you like this post. more to come of him i think ^-^ Creep Dolly

☽The paint on the canvas!☾

Gloves: + WitchCraft + Fabric Lined Gloves Black  

Chain: +Radix - Locked (Silver) 

Mask: - PENDULUM - Chthonic Snake Mask - Stained Black 

Eye Scar: -[TWC]' x Clemmm - Eye Scars *OMEGA*  

Head: .LeLutka.Head.Guy 3.4 5

Wig: .Shi : Eirene /  

Dermal Implant: :Z.S: inverted forhead cross implant 

Skin: HUMAN GLITCH // MLKSKN / OMEGA BODY 

Pants: Nero - Giorgio Sweat Pants - 

Eyes: STRAY DOG  BLIND EYES HUD - 

Body: [Signature] Gianni Body - Body - v4.8 

Coat: [Val'More] - Necro LongCoat Black - 

Ears: ^^Swallow^^ Darkness Ears  

Windlight, Backdrop, & Pose: 

anxiety %rule#1 

Jay Battlescars- BATTLESCARS

WRONG & The Owl. Static Male Poses #7 

White Pony

Want to ride?

Ft. Romp!, GA.EG, Modulus

☽The paint on the canvas!☾

Neck scars: CURELESS[+] Dog Bites / OMEGA (GG)
Face Scar: duckie . face scar // omega //
Skin: HUMAN GLITCH // MLKSKN /  @ROMP 
Romper: Matova - Gianni - Silas Romper @ROMP 
Wig: Modulus - Zac Hair - @ManCave
Facial Hair: Unorthodox Remix Beardbase Xtras -FTPACK noir
head: [GA.EG] Alan Bento Mesh Head
body: [Signature] Gianni Body - Body - v4.8
Ears: ^^Swallow^^ Darkness Ears
Piercings: [GA.EG] Alan Bento Cone Piercings


Windlight & Pose: & Backdrop
Jay battleScars: BATTLESCARS
BellePoses - Depravadus
WRONG & The Owl. Static Male Poses #7

Inferno Room

Scorching hot in here...

Ft: Suicide Dollz, Human Glitch, FAKEICON, Michan, Punch & More!

☽The paint on the canvas!☾


Nails: -SU!- Livana Nails GothBabe
Eyes: -SU!- Isolabella Eyes Honey
Rings: .:Avanti:. Zoe Rings
Wig: .Shi : Ya-Resh
Bangles: :::NOIR::: Avril Bracelet
Head: CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
Earrings: FAKEICON / lighter earrings @ CakeDay 
brows: Just Magnetized - Slit Eyebrows - set 01
Lashes: MICHAN - Jaqualine Lashes [Catwa]
Top: Nana - Tina Waifu Top @Suicide Dollz 
Navel Ring: PUNCH / Navel Piercing / Pearl
Devil Horns: SEKA's BadGirl Headband @Suicide Dollz 
Hands: Slink Hands - Dynamic - Female
Body: Slink Physique Mesh Body Hourglass
Ears: Sweet Thing. Nahri Ears
Skin: TRES BEAU MAKEUP CATWA TAYLOR (CHAMPAGNE)
Rosary: [Salem] Sin Rosary blasphemy // Fatpack @Suicide Dollz
Boots: [VALE KOER] UNDERCHEEK BOOTS
Choker: [Yomi] Velvet Choker - Living Dead Girl
Kipstick: {LP}- Velvet  Lipstick @Suicide Dollz 
Shape: {TN} Eni Thicc Shape Catya/Hourglass
Shorts: Blue Flower - Heart Shorts -Fatpack @Suicide Dollz 


Windlight, Pose, & Backdrop!
Xanthe's Toasty
pose: HUMAN GLITCH // VRRGNC POSE @Harajuku Event! 
anxiety %local v2 Backdrop:

Monster in me

Bubbling just beneath the surface...

Ft. Human Glitch, MoonShine, Dappa, PUNCH & More!

☽The paint on the canvas!☾

panties & Top: :::insanya::: Nanokini
Corset: AsteroidBox. Aranea Corset 
Collar: AsteroidBox. Caelum Collar
Head: CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
Ink: DAPPA - Labyrinth Tattoo. @Access 
Makeup: moonshine Lucy MakeUp Omega (catwa)
Arms: Nana - Kaneki Black
Monroe: PUNCH / Monroe / Heart {black}
nose Guard: PUNCH / Nose Guard / Female
Body: Slink Physique Mesh Body Hourglass
Ears: Sweet Thing. Nahri Ears
Skin: TRES BEAU MAKEUP CATWA TAYLOR (CHAMPAGNE)
Wig: Unorthodox Slight Hair femme- highlight(GG)


Pose&Windlight
HUMAN GLITCH // ILVY01 POSES
jay Battlescars 17.0 Arrecife (Pure battlescars)

Queen of hearts.

The maniac queen returns..

Ft. HUMAN GLITCH, MJN, Michan, The Bearded Guy & More!

☽The paint on the canvas!☾
** Please note, that two pictures have been spliced together to wear all makeup items at once!**

bodysuit: *The Mystic* Victoria BabyDoll Corset (Red) -
Horns: + Pearlescent Devil Horns (Low Poly) + {aii} 
Nails: -SU!- Livana Nails GothBabe 
Rings: .:Avanti:. Zoe Rings /
Collar: AsteroidBox. Ruler of Hearts Collar - Black -
Head: CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
Skin: HUMAN GLITCH // SKN01/RD
Wig: Lamb. Dream
lashes: MICHAN - Jaqualine Lashes [Catwa] 
Hands: Slink Hands - Dynamic - Female
Body: Slink Physique Mesh Body Hourglass
Eyes, Black tears: [MJN] Darkdays
Lipstick. Eyeshadow: [MJN] GoneBatty 
brows: {CowTea} Bijan Bold Eyebrows


Backdrop, Windlight, Props & Pose:
Bossie. ami pose set [bento]
Horror - Your Night Backdrops - The Bearded Guy  @Vanity Event 
Po^Z Prop - Glitter 3* Add *
heart beating* (part of an outfit found on the mp called "loody Kitty"
Souled Out AHHHH BATS!!!!
Jay Battlescars- BATTLESCARS

Moonlight Sonata

The moonlight beckons me...

Ft. Dappa, Human Glitch, Heaux, Michan & More!

☽The paint on the canvas!☾
*Many thank yous to my wonderful Daddy for your help with this^-^ *

Brows: #ADORED - tish brows - rainbow brite edition 
Rings: .:Avanti:. Zoe Rings 
Flowers Crown: :MoonAmore: SwanLake / Bloom Crown ( Rose)
Ballet shoes & Stockings: :MoonAmore: SwanLake / Bloom Tips Shoes&Socks Rose
Nails: Ascendant - Meet the Queen Nails 02 -
Bow: Astralia - Cute heart ribbon (pale pink)
Head: CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
Ink: DAPPA - Autumn Tattoo. @Equal10
Blush: HUMAN GLITCH // SHY BLUSH / OMEGA APPLIER GIFT @SaNaRae 
Skin: HUMAN GLITCH // SNWNES Skin @SaNaRae 
outfit: Kaithleen's Ives Silks Sheer - Pink
Hair: Lamb. Miss Mabel V2
Body: Maitreya Mesh Body - Lara V4.1
Lashes: MICHAN - Azusa Weekday Lashes [Catwa]
Earrings: MICHAN - Bella Earrings
Necklace: MICHAN - Bella Necklace
Hands: Slink Hands - Dynamic - Female 
Eyes: [Heaux] Milk Eyes - Rust.


Windlight, Pose & location.
Scarlet Isle: 
{Imeka} Ballet - Pose Pack {Gift}
Satomi's 2016 Desert
Battlescars - APOLOGIZE

Goddess

Sending you blessings across the universe.

Ft. Dappa, Human Glitch, Michan & More!

☽The paint on the canvas!☾


Extra Arms: + Extra Arms Upper + Magic Orbs + {aii} 
brows: + Omega Fantasy Brow Pack III White + {aii}
Eyes: +FATHER+ - Catlike Eyes
Face Blush: -[TWC]- Twinkle Star
Rings: .:Avanti:. Zoe Rings
Headdress: =Zenith=Charm banshee Wreath - RARE (Gacha)
nails: Ascendant - Meet the Queen Nails 01 - 
Head: CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2 2
Ink: DAPPA - Kyuti Tattoo. @LEVEL
EARs: [MANDALA]STRETCHED_Ears_Season2 GOLD
Skin: HUMAN GLITCH // SNWNES Skin: @ SaNaRae 
Ribbon: Kibitz - Cute ribbon choker - unicorn
lashes: MICHAN - Azusa Weekday Lashes [Catwa]
Feet: Slink Avatar Enhancement Feet High 
Hands: Slink Hands - Dynamic - Female 
Body: Slink Physique Mesh Body Hourglass 
Scales: Sweet Thing. Siren Scales - Top - Pastel
Face gems: The Horror!~ Moonchild Jewels - Blue
Septum Ring: {TN} Kawaii Bat Bite Septum Ring


Pose,Props & Visual Aids : 
orbs x2 + Magical Orb Censer (sky) + {egosumaii} 

Pose: [M.W]Full Perm 2 Lotus Yoga Floating Animations (Marketplace)
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projector x2 - {Ghoul} Photo  Body Light Projector (can be retrieved by going to Ghoul Mainstore or asking the owner i think!)
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Windlights used (combined for effect)
ALL Downloaded from either BATTLESCARS Or BVNSL REsources Page!

JUICYBOMB.COM-MELA THE SPACE QUEEN
BATTLESCARS ECHOES OF LOVE
BATTLESCARS - SUMMER
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Flowers & Grass: 
LB_PoppiesFlowers{FatPack}_MP
~*SR*~ Mixed Grass Field V.01
~*SR*~ 4 Season Long Grass V.01

Princess Tiffani

Diamonds are a bimbos best friend.

Ft. Queenz, MJN, HUMAN GLITCH, Ecstasy & Oxycodone & More

☽The paint on the canvas!☾


Skin: *LF* Lilo Skin_ Pale /Catwa Appliers_HUD
Collar: .:Avanti:. Nayomi Collar
body: .:SKING:. BRAZILIA DOLL_KATENA 2018_REGULAR
Head: CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
Brows: Just Magnetized - Perfect Eyebrows - set 02
Hairbase: Just Magnetized - Slay Baby Hairbase - set 02
Shades: NEXOR - Foreva Shadez
Wig: RAMA.SALON - Amelia Hair
Dress: .Q. Vanity -FATPACK- @Galleria Mall 
Lipstick: [MJN] plump&Riche
Heels: [MODA] APOLLONIA PLATFORMS
Ears: ^^Swallow^^ Princess Ears 
Earrings: {E&O- Hot Girl Hoops} Earring Gold

pose: 
HUMAN GLITCH // ILVY01 POSES 

Three Wishes

The magic of the Jinn is eternal...


Ft. Human Glitch, MJN, Michan, PUNCH & More!

☽The paint on the canvas!☾


Orb: + Orb Censor FATPACK + {egosumaii}  
Wig: +Spellbound+ Blue Velvet
Eyes: -SU!- Isolabella Eyes Honey
.Liner: . MILA . Princess of Darkness
Head: CATWA HEAD Catya v3.2
Lion Dermal: CURELESS [+] Leoninus Marking
Skin: HUMAN GLITCH SKN01//GR19 / 
Hairbase: Just Magnetized - Essential Hairbase - set 02
Top: KiB Designs - Aaliyah Bikini Top -
Lashes: MICHAN - Audrey Lashes [Catwa]
Nose Chain: PUNCH / Beaded Nose Chain
Ears: [MANDALA]Pierced_ELF_EARS_VER2
Hands: Slink Hands - Dynamic - Female 
Body: Slink Physique Mesh Body Hourglass 
Choker: [Cynful] Andressa Choker -
Earring: [MANDALA]SENJYU Eearring-Gold
Bangles: [MANDALA]SINRA  bracelet/Venus gold
Lipstick: [MJN] Fall4You Lipstick
Septum: ^^Swallow^^ Savannah Septumring
Rings: ^^Swallow^^ Shiny Rings
Brows: {CowTea} Bijan Bold Eyebrows [Omega]